[It's the most important part, but it's the part he doesn't want to divulge. Yukimura knowing he isn't human is one thing. Yukimura knowing what's really going on in his mind when his eyes turn red in the heat of battle...
...it's not a side of himself he ever wanted the other man to see.]
Those who drink the ochimizu are affected by bloodlust. It isn't simply a desire, it... [Trying to describe this is harder than it should be - though whether the harder part is finding the words or getting them out, he's not sure.] It's a need. Denying oneself is frustrating at the best of times and agonizingly painful at the worst.
Some go mad on the spot. Some...manage to hold themselves in check, for a time.
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[It's the most important part, but it's the part he doesn't want to divulge. Yukimura knowing he isn't human is one thing. Yukimura knowing what's really going on in his mind when his eyes turn red in the heat of battle...
...it's not a side of himself he ever wanted the other man to see.]
Those who drink the ochimizu are affected by bloodlust. It isn't simply a desire, it... [Trying to describe this is harder than it should be - though whether the harder part is finding the words or getting them out, he's not sure.] It's a need. Denying oneself is frustrating at the best of times and agonizingly painful at the worst.
Some go mad on the spot. Some...manage to hold themselves in check, for a time.